As of today, January 8th, 153! Just 12 more pounds until I am in the "healthy range" for my BMI. It is still hard for me to wrap my head around the fact that in March of 2011 I weighed 232. Maybe someday I'll have the bravery to post a before-and-after photo.
Still, maintenance is just around the corner, and I am starting to prep mentally NOW for the fact that it's going to be harder than losing. This time the losing has been pretty easy (esp. since I did not do some crazy diet or go all out for exercising, it's been a step by step thing). I know that a lot of things work against you keeping it off.
It's been helpful to see that just because I am no longer obese, my life did not change overnight; people do not like me more, I'm not more popular, I'm not suddenly beautiful or charming, I still have the same problems I did before (dealing with people, being a parent, being a wife, dealing with the world in general).
But my blood pressure is excellent, my blood sugar is excellent, I'm no longer "pre-diabetic", my cholesterol is excellent, I no longer wake up at night choking in pain from anxiety and GERD, I don't get winded walking half a mile, when I'm running around my kids' classrooms I don't have to walk sideways between the desks lest I slam some poor kid to the floor accidentally bumping them with my ass...
And when updating my silly facebook photo album at the end of the year, putting up the Christmas 2011 photo and then automatically flipping to the New Years Day 2011 photo with the family left me speechless.
If I can do it, anyone can. Always here for private PM support to any ZSer who needs/wants it.
